Posted by: gousgame on: October 25, 2009
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The five things I miss most about hostel (in no particular order)
1. Walking down the corridors at around 5:30 AM brushing my teeth and almost always bumping into a Sroyon engaged in the same act.
2. Being able to knock at Ayan’s door every 30 mins.
3. Corridor/Random person’s room gossip sessions.
4. IP Messenger and all that came with it.
5. My room!
On another note, I had a pretty surreal conversation with a 60 year old man at the video rental place last night. It went something like this:
Old Man (to the video rental woman): Do you have that movie Valkyerie in your collection?
Video Rental Woman: No sir, it went out yesterday.
Old Man (once again to the video rental woman): What about that other one about the World War II period which released just now? I forget its name. It was some “bester” something.
Me (butting into the conversation): “Inglourious Basterds” you mean?
Man: Yes yes thats the one.. inglorious besterd is it?
Me: (looking at old man): Inglourious Basterds.
Old Man (looking away quickly to the video rental woman upon realization dawning – Exit straight out the door)
Tarantino I love you!
Posted by: gousgame on: October 17, 2009
I was never one for understanding the intricacies of science, even at the very modest higher secondary level. However, one of the concepts which I managed to grasp was the Heisenberg uncertainty principle. The principle postulates that one can never know with absolute certainty the precise velocity and position of an electron simultaneously. I’m not really sure why this principle was so important, having severed almost all contact with my studies of science on joining law school, but I do know that it was considered monumental.
Well.. anyway the point is not whether his work was revolutionary or not. The point is this – he died eventually, much as most of our kind are wont to do. And upon his death some other genius set to work on things more interesting than atoms – I speak of the one who fashioned dear Heisenberg’s epitaph. It reads thus – ‘He lies somewhere here’. That REALLY cracks me up! (P.S. I hope I don’t need to explain why)
This entire business got me thinking in my rather morbid way as to what I would want my epitaph to be. A few minutes into it made me realize that I could have no epitaph on account of my religion. My body shall burn and when the wind scatters the ashes I too shall be truly lying ’somewhere here’. I hope Heisenberg realized what he started off with all this uncertainty business. We can’t all just lie ’somewhere here’ upon death – what would the poor grave-diggers of the coming generation do? We must be considerate and at least draw up maps. And besides, I have never been one to wander – my soul has always remained firmly tethered to my navel and sheltered by my underwear. I like wearing my underwear high – reminds me a of a certain history professor i once had. I just don’t think I will be able to the adjust simultaneously to being dead and scattered – it shall be the end of me I tell you.
A few more minutes after such realization dawned, I was left deeply perturbed. I couldn’t reconcile myself with the idea that there shall be nothing etched in stone to remember me by. We don’t truly know what the afterlife would be like. For all we know, we could be doomed to eternally look at our epitaphs – to ponder and introspect about why the world chose to say such a thing about us at a time when we could possibly have no recourse to a defense save terrorizing them by becoming a manic headless spirit horseman by choosing to return from the afterworld. That would be fun. What would be terrible would be to have to stare at blank wall and thus have no excuse at all for being a nasty ghost.
Personally, I have always held a conviction that my journey through the after life will be a meaningful one. It shall be one of opportunity, of deep conversation with others amongst the faithful departed about the mistakes we made while still alive. Most importantly, it shall be one where I cannot be blamed for the deathly pallor of the woman who would share my bed.
Well.. I shall let Heisenberg be for the moment. Hope you had a great diwali folks!
Posted by: gousgame on: October 14, 2009
The High Court is full of strange people indeed. Robes almost as if from the medieval ages are passe, people sport the weirdest neck gear (we call them ‘bands’ for some strange reason) and they sure can carry on some random, would-be-offensive-if-only-it-were-not-so-hilarious conversation.
For instance, the other day, while I was in what people call
The Section’ (thundering drum roll in the background – its that dreaded place where the advocate clerks haunt, and juniors are banished to if they displease their boss) I happened to overhear a snippet of conversation between two other similarly languishing advocates who were passing me by. No no no, don’t get me wrong – I wasn’t eavesdropping or anything, if anything they were the ones being indiscreet for I realized that for some strange reason – they were talking about me! Much to my anguish they were discussing how much a guy like me would suffer if I had vertigo (I’m 6 foot 2 for the uninitiated – by High Court standards that would be ‘giant-like’). I attribute their malice to the fact that I’m different from them in other respects too – I still have some hair. Not that they could get a good look at my head – frigging midgets that they were.
I’ve noticed that the High Court Dispensary is conveniently located near ‘The Section’. So is the High Court Dog (black mongrel) and the High Court Cat (white i dunno what you call a mongrel cat – smelly cat?). I spotted the Dog in the Drafting Section and the Cat in the Company Petition Section. There must be some symbolism which evades me altogether.
However, I must state for the record that ‘The Section’ is far from deserving the title of the ‘most agonizingly bureaucratic place in the city’. That honour without doubt goes to the regional passport office. My travails at that place have left me so traumatized that I cannot speak much about it. Suffice to state that on the basis of my rudimentary knowledge as regards such things, the change-of-address on passport experience is not very different from the first sexual experience for the uninitiated i’ve-never-watched-any-raunchy-movie-scenes angel. When you think that you’ve filled out all the forms and fully ready for the grand entry, you don’t really know which place does what.
Posted by: gousgame on: September 30, 2009

A guy named Ed Balls is seeking to put school bullies in their place in the UK. ED BALLS!! Can you imagine that poor chaps life at school with a name like ED BALLS! I can almost picture Cartman on his megaphone. .. “Heeey Ed.. why do they call you BALLS? Do you scratch your balls Ed? Do you?? eeeehh!”
Also in other news - a clown is being sent to space – no his name is not Laika. He apparently plans to sing a poem for all of us on earth too while hes there .. it is to be about clean water and how everybody should have some. I await with bated breath for the youtube video of this one.
I’m back then.. lets see how this time goes
Posted by: gousgame on: December 22, 2008
The most wonderful thing about reading a novel that early in the morning is that your mind drifts to the weirdest of thoughts. For instance, it suddenly popped into my head from god-knows-where that ´Life´ is a curious game of tag played between the ´Self´ and the ´Self-esteem.´ Perhaps it is and perhaps it isn´t; but surely I wouldn´t have thought of something like that in any other setting.
Coming back to the subject of coffee, I must admit that I have become an addict. The urge to get to Costa everyday is overwhelming. I should do something about it. Or not! The best thing really would be for my family to stage an intervention. Or not!
O! I have started collecting bookmarks! Thsoe things look pretty darned cute. Please feel free to contribute to my collection. I currently have as many as ONE.
Posted by: gousgame on: October 23, 2008
I see a stranger in the mirror,
Can´t you see what I see?
I don´t know where he´s from
Can´t fathom how he came to be.
Got a woman by his side
She´s got those pretty eyes
O would it be only vanity
To be thinking he were me?
We don´t need this one
He´s got her eyes
It´s cracked to me
Cracked in ways that you can´t see.
I´m not Alice, my wonderland is not there
It´s at a cigarette´s end in a haze of smoke
The bottom of a bottle
Or the bottom of the sea.
Posted by: gousgame on: October 20, 2008
In one of my previous posts, I had reviewed Ishiguro´s ´The Remains of the Day¨ and I made evident how much I like the way he writes. Well, I went back and read another of his books titled ¨Never Let Me Go¨(2005) and it certainly didn´t disappoint. The central theme of the book´s intricately constructed story concerns various ethical questions raised by the prospect of human cloning for therapeutic purposes. These questions are simple enough and have been voiced in several different fashions before. Is it morally correct to create a clone a human being with the sole purpose of utilizing its organs to save human life? Can a clone actually be considered a ¨human being¨? Do clones have ¨souls¨ or ¨feelings¨? Should they be treated ¨humanely¨ while they grow up?
Ishiguro, in a sense provides an answer, and a very disturbing one at that, to some of these questions. What he does is to set his story at a point sometime in the future when the technology for human cloning is perfected and its use for therapeutic purposes is a fait accompli. With this setting in mind, he dwells largely upon the issue of how a clone is to be ¨looked at¨ and treated. The book explores the possibility that clones too might have feelings and emotions much like normal human beings, and hence would deserve better than to be considered merely a soulless repository of spare organs. It highlights the inherent conflict between the ideas that such clones can have a fulfilling and normal life growing up, while being made fully aware of the purpose for which they were created and which they must eventually serve. Moreover, he highlights the dark side of human nature when he suggests that we as a race might be willing, even compelled in a way,from fear of our individual and collective consciences, to turn a blind eye to how these clones are treated, so long as we continue to derive from them vital organs essential for prolonging human life and treating our illnesses. Can the human race realistically make a decision not to implement a tried and tested cure for debilitating diseases such as cancer on purely ethical considerations valuing the lives of clones?
¨Never Let Me Go¨ much like ¨The Remains of the Day¨ showcases Ishiguro´s stunning ability to portray simple characters exquisitely, vividly and in a way that leaves his readers (well at least me!) so emotionally linked with them. In both books, he also demonstrates a clear preference to a first person narrative, and in ¨Never Let Me Go¨, he paints such a convincing portrait in Kathy (the narrator) of a clone with human emotions, attitutdes, passions, sensibilities and susceptibilities that he indeed leaves you rather in a rather discomposed and disturbed state of mind as to the implications of cloning. In many ways, by writing this book, Ishiguro seeks to preempt the very situation he posits in his tale, wherein cloning technology advances so rapidly that mankind is left in no position to reconsider its very ethical validity, and finds itself unsure how to treat clones at that point of time. He gets us thinking right now about these issues, much before our scientific pursuits yield fruition, with a hope that when they do, we would at least be certain how to proceed from then on. He does all of this and much more in a truly scintillating read.
Posted by: gousgame on: October 6, 2008
Did anyone see where that star went?
Mark my words they´re falling one by one
Catch while you still can your glimpses
Now wait, does the rum just have me out of my senses?
Melancholy strains of music drift to my ears
Singing to me while I gaze up at moonlit sky
A tear shed for each star´s demise
And a chuckle for every one of Gaiman´s delights.
Soon their last will shimmer and fade to dust
They will be forever lost to all our world´s eyes.
Mourned by lost sailors and dismal brides
The night clouds will then have nothing to hide.
Posted by: gousgame on: September 28, 2008
Have you ever had that frustrating experience of picking up one of those ‘award winning’ books, only to be baffled by both the book itself, and those who seek to make a huge deal of it? It’s happened to me several times – most notably with Rushdie’s Midnight Children. I simply could not get myself to read past the fortieth page of that much acclaimed volume; try as I might! Perhaps I am simply not smart enough.” , I felt myself thinking, when I finally decided to put that one down. Well… I still haven’t managed to pluck up the nerve to get back to the ‘Booker of Booker’s’.
However, I recently stumbled upon ‘The Remains of the Day’ by Kazuo Ishiguro – which really, is what this post is all about. This too won the Booker (1989), and for a change, I loved it! The title of this post reveals the book’s storyline – at least on a superficial level. Stevens – the tale’s protagonist, is your quintessential ‘Gentleman’s Gentleman’ – stoic, stiff upper lip, meticulous and proud. Having lived through the two wars, and survived his long time employer Lord Darlington, Stevens now finds himself living in and adapting to a world where the influence of British aristocracy is on the wane. And the old butler is now off on a ‘motoring trip’ in his new employer’s (Mr. Farraday – an American businessman) Ford.
Stevens ventures out on the trip only reluctantly for reasons which are incrementally revealed as the tale progresses. Ishiguro employs a first person narrative style (through the entries which Stevens makes in his journal which he carries along for the road trip) to provide a brilliant and touching reconstruction of a butler’s professional and personal lives. “What might be of interest in a Butler’s life?”, you might well ask, as I did too when I began reading the book. For after all, butlers don’t seem to be effervescent characters who do a lot of interesting things to write home about. To my mind, the book’s greatest success is in that it managed to not only hold my interest, considering its rather dry subject matter, but in fact it had me sitting through two whole days at stretch to finish it at one go! It really has been a while since any book made me do that!
Ishiguro weaves Steven’s personal reminiscences of the services he rendered to Lord Darlington wonderfully well into a backdrop of international diplomacy in the inter-war years. To this, he adds the tragic personal romantic angle – Steven’s ‘certain other’ being a Miss Kenton, who too was previously in the employ of Lord Darlington before she left to get married to someone else. The tragedy of course is in Steven’s constant need to characterize his interactions with Miss Kenton as being of a ’strictly professional nature’ when evidently that was not the case. Ishiguro certainly manages to evince a couple of laughs too, by highlighting the absurdity of British High Society manners in some social settings – for instance, Steven’s is baffled as to how he should react to banter directed at him by his American employer, for he had never encountered such informal speech from any blue-blooded British aristocrat before. On the one hand he is worried that he might say something inappropriate by providing a befitting reply, while on the other he isn’t sure if his employer actually wishes him to come up with witty retorts. Steven’s attempt to tread the middle path is truly comical.
I was very apprehensive about making the purchase at a recent Crosswords book sale. I almost fell for American God’s by Gaiman, but something about this book, which I can’t exactly place my finger on, caught my attention that day. Whatever it was, it certainly wasn’t the book’s cover which is pretty drab and melancholy as you can see above (if you want snazzy covers, look for Rushdie’s latest). In any event, I am glad that I did pick this one up. Subtle, neat and thought provoking!
Posted by: gousgame on: September 26, 2008
Until now, all my blogging efforts have eventually fizzled out, but not really because of writer’s block. What has really bugged me is the difficulty in publishing a blog.. its a lot of work if you can’t locate a good blog editor! And I couldn’t do just that for so many days. But that was a thing of the past! I now have Microsoft ‘Live Writer’ and I simply love it! It’s neat, fast and extremely handy. So here’s to more writing and hopefully more interesting writing too. Do check in more often now if you have liked my stuff in the past.
P.S. I have deleted some of my old stuff.. too morbid for what I have planned for the future.